I was about to say “ask me some questions” since its tuesday but I have a feeling no one would do it so heres a bit of an update on my life:

1. Im an alcoholic.
2. Im going on 2 boat parties this month. 
3. Im seeing Ke$ha with Pitbull in 3 weeks.
4. Im still single.
5. I got a tragus piercing done last month.
6. Im catching up on Ru Paul’s drag race right now cuz I have nothing better to do.
7. Ohh yeah and I want a 3rd tattoo but im still debating about that.

I have a list of potential guys to become my boyfriend but I’m so picky and that is why i’ve been single for all my life. Cuz I always think that I can find better. Im such a dick though cuz ughh anyway I look stupid right now so have a good day mates! 

I wish I could actually build walls around my heart like I say I do but the truth is that I wear my heart on my sleeve and I get attached way to easily.  It ALWAYS bites me in the ass.

I think Im becoming Asexual 

It pissing me off. It sucks how straight people get it so easy. Like my best friend has been dating her boyfriend for 6 years now and it sucks because their relationship started as an innocent love. No sexual tension. I mean im like super happy for her, maybe i’m jealous of straight couples? Most of them start at a young age but for gay guys, mostly if you come out at a late age, you’re like already passed puberty so I feel like all the guys are horny and its hard to find an innocent love. Or at least something genuine other than fucking sex. I feel like maybe im delusional and im actually never gonna find that but I still have my fingers crossed. 

Here is my new years resolution: Don’t expect anything from anyone. It may sound cheesy but at the end of the day, the only person there for me is myself. No matter what happens I should put myself first and thats what im prioritizing this year.

Im scared you’ll get close enough to hurt me

Im loving it and I hope nothing goes bad *Knock on Wood* 

The guy is picking me up, hes cooking dinner, were watching a movie at his place and then hes driving me home. I think it sounds like the perfect date. Hopefully things work out, I dont wanna break this guy’s heart cuz he’s really nice. FINGERS CROSSED! 

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I don’t know how they manage to live in the same house as me. I better get a boyfriend that has a lot of patience 

and its time for me to turn 19 soon. This is sad 

Apparently she barely does anything. I just hope I don’t get bored … :/ merp

Like I understand that someone can be shy the first time you meet them but if you dont break out of your shell then you’re just boring. Life is funner when you’re outgoing/outspoken and just talkative cuz you get to meet new people and it makes life funner! (:

(Source: living-sin)